:) ♥ Derek&Joanna 4/14/08-4ever&ever ♥ (:

Derek baby... i am so fucking sorry. omg. i am the lousiest girlfriend ever. i never want to be the reason you're EVER upset. you mean the world to me and i never want you being sad at all. you have no fucking idea how much it hurts me that u feel so upset. i'm so fucking sorry i haven't been on. omg. *sigh* i'm not sure if i'm getting the computer back today or what but i need to get on and talk to you more. i wish i was here for you more. i'm glad you said you had fun at your dad's place. when you're happy, i'm happy baby. fucking sucks that you have a fake. no one can ever duplicate you baby. you're fucking unique & whoever it is that's making a fake of you, tell me, i'll tell them off. & don't be so down on yourself baby. i think your sexy, amazing, one of a kind, perfect, special in every way possible. omg bay, i seriously could go on, words cannot sum up to what you are. *sigh* *KISSES* i miss you everyday & i love you forever & ever....heheh...i'm hearing a song that says " i wanna keep on loving you because it's the only thing i wann do" an 80's song. yeah. but yeah. omg. i feel so fucktarted.lol.
i hate that it's my fault you're upset. i hate myself. omg. i wish i was with you everyday. i wish i could run away with you baby. i hope we talk soon. i swear, im gonna die if we don't talk soon. i'm sure you don't need me...i don't know like...how i ended up wih you but it was the most fucking amazing thing to ever happen to me, i still remember when you told me how you felt. i remember skipping & i couldn't fucking stop smiling. heheh. it was silly. *BIG HUGE BEAR HUG* i love you so much baby. you;ll never know just how fucking much i mean it. forever & ever. :D & ever. HA! heheh. xoxo
i love you I FUCKING LOVE YOU DEREK RYNE!!!

lookee what i made you!! :

oh oh oh! i forgot to tell you about Thursday after school! so yeah. Ashley & i were on our way back home on the Metro & well.. we have this composition notebook where we write notes to eachother & we give it to eachother during passing classes & yeah. so like i was saying.. uhh.. yeah. we were going home & she remembered that i was talking about you to her in the notebok & then she started saying we were gonna take the Metro all the way to Kentuck (which is soooo impossible btw) lol. & she started making up songs about you! she started singing that we're gonna go by Metro to Kentucky & "think think think about Derek Ryne. Ryne" XD she was being silly. she said we were gonna make a TV Show called "Where's Derek?!" XD & she made a theme song for it too!! XD omg. i couldn't stop smiling & laughing. it was fucking hilarious! XD & then she said Mimi ( my kitty) would come out in some commercials saying RAWR. XD. she ended up making like... five songs up about you! XD omg. i wish you woulda been there. it was fucking funny baby! XD lol. i love you so much. hmm... i miss you.... :D la la la. i was watching The Little Mermaid & singing along to the songs w/ the little 4-year-old girl my mom is taking care of. lmao. so yeah. i'm glad you like the pictures. how are you today? omg omg FRIDAY!!!